WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL THIS WAY...

How do you tell someone that you constantly and obsessively think about them? How do you tell someone that together, you would make the hottest couple ever? How do you tell someone that you absolutely lust over the inner-core of who they are? How do you tell someone that you get flushed and nervous whenever they're in your presence? How do you tell someone that you want to grab them from behind and kiss them sensually on the neck? How do you tell someone that you want to embrace them and stare into their eyes? How do you tell someone that you have been the object of lust for many, yet it is you who now lusts after someone?

How do you tell him that you never felt this strongly about any human being before?

You don't.

Not if you're gay and he's... straight.

I feel like shit. I need a hug.